Being back at Fairfield after a semester abroad has been one of the toughest things I have ever had to do. Everyone always talks about culture shock, and it something that is sort of expected when one first leaves home to live in another country, especially when you live in a developing country like Nicaragua. However, what has been my problem every time I've traveled, and what is often overlooked is the sort of "reverse" culture shock that is often experienced upon return.
For almost four months, I lived in Managua, Nicaragua where a full lunch cost 1.50 USD and ride to the nearest city 1 hour away was only 1USD. It was 90 degrees every day and a few blocks from my house were some of the poorest barrios I have ever seen.
The whole time I was there, while enjoying myself and having the time of my life, I always missed Fairfield in the back of my mind. I missed my friends, the clubs from whom I got emails about meetings that I couldn't attend, and the greater Fairfield community I had grown to love.
Upon my return, I was distracted by the holidays and the chance to see my family for the first time in four months. However, after my first day back at Fairfield, it really hit me. This isn't Nica anymore.
Most of my friends probably won't believe me when I say this, but I miss "Nica time". There, I had time to develop relationships and learn about myself in a way I simply couldn't have done here where life is so fast-paced.
While I still love Fairfield, I'm still adjusting back to life in the United States, something I'm not sure I will ever be able (or want) to fully do because Nicaragua will always have a special place in my heart.
-Jenn Zocco '10
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